gibberish

okkkkayyyyy..
update for the week..

• everyday..i manage to drag my lazy ass to the FPT postgraduate office..to read gibberish journals..pffttttt~
• i got a roommate..since monday..her name's ain..she's 23..electrical engineering freshie..and 6-months pregnant..that's the reason she was roomed with me in the first place..
• felt feverish with sore throat for a few days..but i'm alllll bettahhhh now
• the incentive research grant is confirm..will sign the papers next friday..not sure about the allowance yet..but at least something is there..alhamdulillah~
• i really really really reaaaaalllyyyy need to get started on my proposal..it'd been 2 weeks here..and since i'm meeting mr co-supervisor next friday..it'd be nice if i haf something :D
• i found Prof. Radzi's journals on ScienceDirect...Prof Radzi was of course my fyp supervisor and favourite lecturer during my undergraduate life..and i din't know his journals are published on SD until just now..wooooottt~
  
• tomorrowwwww is saturdayyyyyy, mama & angah is coming from melaka..and acik from JB.. weeeeehoooooo~

ohh..did i mention i miss mr boyfie??
:(

is it just me??

or these journals are just talking gibberish..

i'm sure it's just me.

.

on repeat

I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road
I’ll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

i wanna know you
-miley cyrus feat. david archuleta

of 90210 and other memories

soooooo..

my saturday was well..booooooring..as predicted
finished watching 90210 season 1 for the i-watched-them-too-much-i-lost-track-how-many-times-i'd-watched-them time..
went out to get lunch..sushi blame it on that sushi game on facebook,i was craving for chuka kurage and volcano bubble tea :D
wanted to give baby her0 a bath..he's filthy from d continuous rain & shine..i guess he deserve a spa treatment..now wouldn't it be a good idea for that bhp rm2 carwash..oh wait..that's at home
read some journals..of course..this is no perfect holiday so i haf to work on it..will gonna haf to meet mr. c0-supervisor on tuesday so at least sth has to be on this empty brain talk about that episode of hannah montana, lilly & oliver was looking in miley's ear saying they cud see each other because it's empty up there..well something like that... and yes..something else than annie wilson and ethan ward's love life..or that chain reaction game i'd been playing on facebook..
guitar geek just wudn't load on lappy i don't know why..but looking on a brighter side..i'd better use all that geeky guitar time to go geeky on my PAHs monitoring methods journal..


last nite. i was forced out of my room against my will insert drama background music here
because they really need to do aedes fogging at friggin' 9 pm when all the aedes mosquitos are all tucked in their beds and the parents are reading bedtime stories and everyone has to be at the hall for something like freshies nite..
looking at those performances makes me wonder was i actually once like that.. but that reminds me of another thing..i diss my freshies night
but somehow i think i miss it back in um..coz here..they don't really practice senior-junior thinking..so..it was pretty boring without all those fun ragging stuffs..not that i'll be doing any coz it's just out of d question..here but it's fun fun fun..


right now..
i'm thinking if i wanna get out and take her0 for a bath..or it's gonna rain again so i just shouldn't bother..
but it really bugs me seeing him so filthy..

gambar hiasan untuk hari ini

i haf to live with that tired faced matrix card..pffftttt~
car stickers :)

p/s-i'm in looooooove with 'i wanna know you' by david archuleta & miley cyrus. from hannah montana season 3 episode 14-promma mia =)
p/s/s- talked to zirah, lisyaness & ann last nite..i miss my bitches

till then..
toodles~

and so it goes

so the first week is over..
met both of my supervisors and clearly i need to do a frekin' lot of reading on my research area..but things are working out just fine..i guess..
i had a briefing with my faculty and found out that the university has already accepted my application for research grant..but i don't know the details yet..but at least that should be a relief..i'm going to have my research money :)
i'm also settled in the faculty's postgraduate office so at least i have people to chat with..that i wudn't be totally lonely..
watched too much of 90210 (the remake version).

along with all that..
i was also a complete emotional mess..
i guess i was so scared and worried and i'm freaking out and took it all on mr boyfie..
syg..
i'm sorry for all those things i said and all those miserable mood i'd put u in..
thanx for putting up with me..
♥ u..

oh..
did i mention i miss my family so much??
:(

here comes a boring boring weekend i'm sooooo looing forward to..

takde motif

korang pernah tengok tak budak lelaki pakai collared t-shirt siap tuck-in and kad matrik tergantung kat leher jalan pegi kafe malam2?
korang penah tengok tak campus yang sunyi sepi padehal baru kul 9 malam tapi jalan raya lengang sampai rasa mmg takut nak drive jadi pasang lagu 'u'll always find a way back home' kuat kuat..

aku rasa mcm berada kat satu tempat yang skema gile..
skema kan??

ehh..sape yang cakap orang skema tu??sape yang pegi library malam2 bincang2 proposal ngn supervisor sampai kul 9 malam sebab supervisor superbusy.. pas2 balik singgah kafe sebab lapar tapi bli mihun goreng tak sedap..eh tak payah cite kot makan mihun goreng tak sedap

ini adelah entry mengarut yang tak ada arah tujuan yang korang sebenarnye tak payah baca pun..

azliyana sila pergi tido sbb esok nak jumpe supervisor besar yang super duper busy jadi kena terpacak kat depan office dia pukul 8 pagi..
pukul 9 pagi ada briefing kat kampus bandar yang 10 minit jauhnye dari kampus induk (sejak bila pandai guna perkataan kampus induk??)

oh no...
sy skema rama??
tu dah tau sejak dulu lagi..

p/s-why is it so easy to hurt someone you love the most?

bleak

:D

hello world :D

what's wif d happy note??

well..i move into an in-campus hostel..with an effing bigger room compared to the one i bunk in yesterday..plus..it's a 2-in-1 room and i got it alllllll to myself..yes it's gonna be lonely...but whaddaheck..just pray that i'll be safe..and Alona is just around d corner :D

yes..i admit..i won't be getting this kind of privilege if it wasn't because Uncle Ismail is here..he wasa very good friend of arwah ayah..plus..i am a Masters student under supervision of Dato' NC himself :D

sooooooow..
that's why i need to be effing gooooooooooood :D

uh oh..
i can't believe that i can actually pull off as a freshie!

just now..i was getting my car sticker..

(PK: pegawai keselamatan)
PK: dik, first year dari pukul 7 pg smpai 6 ptg tak boleh bwk keluar kereta, kereta boleh ada kt kawasan asrama je. kalau jumpa kat kawasan lain nanti kena saman
me: oh..ok (muka blur)
PK: first year kn??
me: yep..first year masters..
PK: haa??master??biar betul??
me: betul la..
PK: ooo..takpe2..kalau masters takpe..boleh2..boleh bwk bila2 masa..betul nie master??
me: ye saye..okla kalau mcm tu..time kasehhh..*%$W%#@&*(%^$@#

=))
=))
=))

ohh..
i need to rest..
angkut barang & kemas bilik 2 kali adelah sgt tiring

toodles

update

i'm officially a masters student..

i'm bunking in kolej kediaman perwira..an out-campus college..

maxis broadband is working well may be because i'm on the top floor..

i miss my mama & my angah :(

i am effing sleepy =))

bye

8-} (refer this to ym emoticon if u don't geddit)

uh oh..
in less than 24 hours i'll be registering as a Masters student..
as much as i am so excited, i am also so scared!!!

my brain has been at it's very minimal activity ever since i graduated..except that time i haf to write my proposal..so imagine how nervous i am now that i have to start reading journals and thinking and writing other than blog and facebook walls..


ohh..
and there's still the money problem..
(updated at 12:37)
hopefully by next week i'll get the news on the mini budget money..
well..well..
i just checked online and it's approveD! alhamdulillah..


oohh..
i might be staying wit the other girls, Datin's my supervisor's wife students
as much as i'm use to room with ppl i don't know..it's still scaryyyyyy~

pardon me,
i am a nutshell of exploding emotions at the moment..

az will shut up now!!roll out~

the last weekend

this is an emotional entry..don't say i din't warn ya!

after 7 months of staying at home..i'm finally gonna do something for myself..

i'm enrolling in M.Sc (Technology Management) in Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia (UTHM) in Parit Raja, Batu Pahat, Johor. after turning down several other masters offer. i haf my own reasons for picking this one. and that's for me to know. as far as i am concern, i am happy with my choice, i am happy that those that matters in my heart are happy for me, and even if i screw up (which i really really really hope i won't), i screw up happily knowing that this is what i'd chosen..

this evening i went for d last visit to ayah before i went off and stop my weekly visit for i don't know how many months..i hope i'll be back often enough to visit him. even that, i know that he'll always be wherever i am..

mama & angah..2 ppl that i will miss the most starting monday.. after 7 months of d same routine..going out with mama almost everyday..having someone to sleep with..yes i'm so gonna miss them..especially mama..i think i'm growing a little overprotective over her.. but i know she'll be fine..i guess this is growing up..

acik & along..yes i miss them too..i doubt i'll see much of acik since he's very busy with his Masters as well. but your support from afar is all that i need. i will always love you both.

darlings & babenesses.. i'm sorry i'd chosen a path that lead me away from you gurls..well, u always know how i am and i know u wud understand..we'll see each other but not as much.. but as long as all of us live..u babes are the best of friends i could ever wish for..

my dearest..thanx for putting up with me through all my whining and emo-ing at times i wish to whine and be emo. and for being almost prepared to endure a whole lot more. and i hope it's not too late to say good luck in d final year :)

it's eleven-o-one. this is just me rambling..

love,
az azhari