the last weekend

this is an emotional entry..don't say i din't warn ya!

after 7 months of staying at home..i'm finally gonna do something for myself..

i'm enrolling in M.Sc (Technology Management) in Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia (UTHM) in Parit Raja, Batu Pahat, Johor. after turning down several other masters offer. i haf my own reasons for picking this one. and that's for me to know. as far as i am concern, i am happy with my choice, i am happy that those that matters in my heart are happy for me, and even if i screw up (which i really really really hope i won't), i screw up happily knowing that this is what i'd chosen..

this evening i went for d last visit to ayah before i went off and stop my weekly visit for i don't know how many months..i hope i'll be back often enough to visit him. even that, i know that he'll always be wherever i am..

mama & angah..2 ppl that i will miss the most starting monday.. after 7 months of d same routine..going out with mama almost everyday..having someone to sleep with..yes i'm so gonna miss them..especially mama..i think i'm growing a little overprotective over her.. but i know she'll be fine..i guess this is growing up..

acik & along..yes i miss them too..i doubt i'll see much of acik since he's very busy with his Masters as well. but your support from afar is all that i need. i will always love you both.

darlings & babenesses.. i'm sorry i'd chosen a path that lead me away from you gurls..well, u always know how i am and i know u wud understand..we'll see each other but not as much.. but as long as all of us live..u babes are the best of friends i could ever wish for..

my dearest..thanx for putting up with me through all my whining and emo-ing at times i wish to whine and be emo. and for being almost prepared to endure a whole lot more. and i hope it's not too late to say good luck in d final year :)

it's eleven-o-one. this is just me rambling..

love,
az azhari

escapes by [az azhari] . 23:01